> rO and rain’s birThday

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> miSsing minDorO

> Burp-day


> mOod shifTs

Life these times as they say is worth all the trouble. Even if there is a greater world that awaits us beyond this polluted planet, still living on Earth is a blast. I don’t mean to be a wordly creature [don’t get me wrong Lord God], I just want to be thankful.

Gosh… my mood swings are terribly swinging… *heheheh. Out of sorts. Last week, it was off. But now, I sort of like my life again. That’s how life goes! And that’s me maybe.

I’m just thankful that once in awhile, when the drama queen inside me would vent and cry out loud, there are friends who would keep me sane and struggle with me.

Despite my paranoia and my obsessive-compulsive behavior, I still feel loved. I am thankful to God for giving me people who can put up with my tantrums, who can live up with my nagging… etcetera, etcetera.

Once in a while we feel down and depressed. I for once thought I have manic depression. Somehow, I thought it’s just our angels knocking our hearts to see that we have someone to run to. It can be directly God, but sometimes he’d send someone to make our frustrations bearable. Someone who would make us feel safe, someone who would make us feel beautiful, someone who would make us feel worth all the trouble.

And that is why LIFE is worth all the trouble. Because there’s God. Because he sends angels that would carry us when we’re about to fall the shit hole of life.

> surVey

1. WHAT CURSE WORD D0 Y0U USE?
~ PI, PI! paksyet!

2. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW?
~ Umbrella : KC concepcion version

3. WHO IS THE PERSON YOU TALK TO THE MOST?
~ Ate Erlynn

4. WHAT TIME IS Y0UR ALARM CL0CK SET?
~ 1:30am

5. DO YOU WEAR FLIP FLOPS WHEN IT’S COLD?
~ yeah and dopie too

6. W0ULD Y0U RATHER TAKE THE PICTURE 0R BE IN THE
PICTURE?
~ be in the picture but since I take good picture ako palagi taga-kuha

7.WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE Y0U WATCHED?
~ Rush Hour 3

8. D0 ANY OF Y0UR FRIENDS HAVE CHILDREN?
~ A lot of them

9. HAS ANY0NE EVER CALLED Y0U LAZY?
~ Naman!

10. D0 YOU EVER TAKE MEDICATI0N T0 HELP Y0U FALL
ASLEEP?
~ Litec – courtesy of Mikee

11. WHAT CD IS CURRENTLY IN Y0UR CD PLAYER?
~ I just hame mp3s on my phone

12. D0 Y0U PREFER REGULAR 0R CHOCOLATE MILK?
~ Regular milk

13. HAS ANY0NE T0LD Y0U A SECRET THIS WEEK?
~ Gretch… juicy ones!

14. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU HAD STARBUCKS?
~ Yesterday, 1 from Gateway Mall and another sa Adriatico

15. CAN Y0U WHISTLE?
~ Yup,singaw nga lang

16.D0 YOU THINK PE0PLE TALK AB0UT Y0U BEHIND YOUR
BACK?
~ I think think this is everyone’s favorite hobby

17. DID Y0U WATCH CARTO0NS AS A CHILD?
~ Sobra!

18. WHAT M0VIE D0 YOU KNOW EVERY LINE TO?
~ I want you to paint me like… – Titanic

19. D0 YOU 0WN ANY BAND T-SHIRTS?
~ No

20. IS ANY0NE IN LOVE WITH Y0U?
~ Sabi niya

21. DO YOU DO YOUR OWN DISHES?
~ Most of the time

22. EVER CRIED IN PUBLIC?
~ Yeah, this girl even offered me peanuts so I’ll stop crying… as if I’m a kid that can be bribed with candy.

23. ARE Y0U 0N A DESKT0P COMPUTER 0R A LAPTOP?
~ desktop sa office laptop sa house

24. ARE Y0U CURRENTLY WANTING ANY PIERCINGS 0R
TATTO0S?
~ Yup! 1 more on my right ear and tattoo on my left arm

31. WHAT’S THE WEATHER LIKE?
~ Humid

32. W0ULD Y0U EVER DATE S0ME0NE C0VERED IN TATTO0S?
~ Maybe

33. WHAT DID YOU DO BEFORE THIS?
~ Update http://www.babyearwood.blogspot.com

34. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU SLEPT ON THE COUCH?
~ Last thursday

35. H0W MANY H0URS OF SLEEP D0 YOU NEED TO FUNCTION?
~ 5 hours

36. D0 Y0U EAT BREAKFAST DAILY?
~ Yeah!, my shift starts at 3am so breakfast is at 5am

37. ARE Y0UR DAYS FULL AND FAST PACED?
~ Full and fast paced

38. D0 YOU PAY ATTENTION TO THE CAL0RIES IN THE
FOOD YOU EAT?
~ I’d like to

39. D0 Y0U USE SARCASM?
~ A lot

40. H0W 0LD WILL Y0U BE TURNING ON Y0UR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
~ I stopped counting at 20

41. ARE Y0U PICKY AB0UT SPELLING AND
GRAMMAR?
~ Uhum, but I commit the same

42. HAVE Y0U EVER BEEN TO SIX FLAGS?
~ I’ll be

43.D0 YOU GET AL0NG BETTER WITH THE
SAME SEX 0R THE OPPOSITE SEX?
~ Both

44.BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND?
~ Boyfriend

45.D0 Y0U SLEEP 0N Y0UR SIDE OR BACK?
~ Either

46. D0 Y0U WATCH THE NEWS?
~ Everyday

47. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET
IT?
~ Right knee [bakokang sa province]

48. WH0 WAS THE LAST PERS0N T0 MAKE Y0U CRY?
~ Rien Adducul

49. D0 YOU LIKE ANYB0DY?
~ Friend-like [Jc], Love-like [Chris]

50. HOW’S THE SURVEY?
~ Tedious

MORE…

1.first 2 words/letters that pops in ur mind now?
~ none

2. name 3 of your crazy friends
~ Rain, Gretch and Cez

3. what’s your favorite number/s?
~ 7

4. what was the first thing you did after waking up?
~ Checked my phone

5. last number of your cell number?
~ 2 and 5 [i have two]

6. who was the first person that came to your mind
as you woke up this morning?
~ **

7. who was the last person to make you feel kilig?
~ **

8.what song is on your mind right now?
~ Wonderful

9. who do you want to call on your cellphone?
~ None

10. Are you in love?
~ I think

11. what color/s do you like?
~ I just love colors so lahat

12. last song that you sang:
~ Catch me I’m falling.. – to tease Gretch

13. do you like to sing?
~ Yeah

14. have you ever been to Baguio, Phils?
~ A lot

15. what was the last song that you danced to?
~ Can’t remember

16. favorite songs:
~ Now? Christmas songs

17. bakit mo sinagutan ang survey na ito?
~ Trip

18. asan ka ngayon?
~ Home

19. last person you e-mailed.
~ Myself

20. have you been to disneyLand?
~ Yes, HK Disbeyland

21.how often do you buy load?
~ 7[p300] per month

22.who’s the last person in your phonebook?
~ 2putok

23. if you were given a chance to visit another country?
~ I will shop to death

24. name the person that you want to fall for you
at this moment?
~ **

> in BED with JC

I thought I’d be having a boring Saturday night. After the gimik with my new friends [myah, gretch, ryan, sir knowel and the newest – Jc], I woke up with a serious hang-over and a series of shaking and perspiring moment. The night’s ka-booze plus the fact that I haven’t slept for almost 2 days drops my knees. I opened my eyes and saw that I was inside my room and my head cracking and pounding like crazy. Suddenly, the party we had came flashing back. Actually, I was having second thoughts of going to Jarvis’ birthday party, number one because my work ends around 12 and that the party starts at 4. Second, I have nothing to wear and third, I’m so tired to party and I would just like to doze and slumber on my bed the whole day. But I have to go because that’s Diana, one of our ka-buenas.

And so I found myself, giggling and enjoying the night after the birthday party. I have not been going out for quite sometime. I suddenly bacame a stranger there. Malate crowd didn’t change that much but I felt I really missed it. After Giligan’s drinking session, the BED party was a blast. I somehow felt strange and alone but Jc made sure we’ll enjoy the night. And for that, salamat! *hehehe I know the post’ title will be gathering some raised brows but I don’t care, try to get a life!

> breaKinG monoTony

Worrying kills you… well this is the mantra that I keep on repeating to myself each day. Aside from talking [*okray], I guess this is one of my greatest talent! I worry about lots of things from the smallest detail to the biggest creation in the world. Who can I blame? Bad experiences? They say charge it to experience… you bet! You learn from these things… I learn nothing but to worry. Even when I’m happy, I worry. I worry that after laughing out loud, I’d cry the next day. Pathetic huh?

Sometimes my worrying worries me… see?! Like when I ride the bus, whenever someone hides his hands in his jacket, it gives me the feeling that he has a gun or a knife. I even thought I saw someone pick-pocketing someone. Either that or I’m delusional!

There are more to that story, which at some point is an advantage because I’m vigilant and alert. But it causes me a great deal of trouble. I worry riding buses along EDSA, I don’t ride “bulok”, “mahinang ilaw” taxi cab, I don’t ride tinted FX, I don’t ride jeepneys which have small windows and goon-looking men… and the list goes on and on.

This “worrying thing” or it may come close to paranoia- is also affecting my personal relationship with other people and with myself. I worry about my future, I worry about my family if their safe, I worry if my friends are safe and if they are really “true” friends, I worry if my boyfriend is loyal to me or not… I worry about anything under the sun.

Right now, I’m worrying because I’m happily inlove. It has never been like this before, trust me! Life hasn’t been to good to me in this aspect of life. But now that it seems like I have found the right one, I am worrying again… worrying that tomorrow it’s a different story. Though
I trust the guy [as in I really do] this monster lurking inside my brain is slowly killing me.

I don’t want to be afraid of riding the bus, jeep, or taxi. I don’t want to live afraid that my loved ones are not safe. I don’t want to constantly think if I turned off the gas or if I pulled the plug of the tv. I dont want to be afraid of loving too much, I don’t want to worry about losing him.

I just want to live in peace.

Whew! Fidgety ME.

Good thing of course that we still have things in life that could somehow break this monotonous way of living. Yesterday, I went out to attend Diana’s Jarvis’ birthday. It was so cool and I really enjoyed it. Gretch, Myah, Ryan and Jc kept me company. The good day didn’t just end there. Soon we headed to Giligans Makati with Sir Knowel joining us. After couple of drinks, Ryan left for he has previous commitment to attend to, Jc followed through. The remaining group then continued the night over a cup of coffee at Starbucks Adriatico. After a while, Jc rejoined us to a bar – BED. Imagine what perspired? that I’ll leave to your imaginations *hehehe.

And ooppsss.. Here’s some.